10 min- separating hair, mixing bleach, cutting foils
15 min- putting the bleach on
30 min- waiting
15 min- washing the bleach out
15 min- drying hair
15 min- putting a 2nd coat of bleach
30 min- waiting
10 min- washing it out + conditioner
Total: 2h 20min.
Thursday, January 24, 2013
Tuesday, January 15, 2013
twitter overspill
I'm sorry. the nature of social media is that I feel compelled to tweet every single thought that goes into my head. Therefore I'm diverting the excess to here.
urgh I don't know what to do with myself right now that will please all the people asking AND myself.
I can't help every cause in the world I only have mindspace for a few sorry if I'm not socially conscious enough for you
I hate how I've been conditioned to slutshame.
google ads keeps giving me ads for short-term lets in london now. hahahaha. hahahhah. HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
Sunday, January 13, 2013
why I don't like the gym.
My dad keeps asking me to go to the gym, telling me that "I will feel better".
I mean I understand that exercise releases endorphins but I don't like the gym because
1. It smells.
2. I'm constantly comparing myself to the person next to me.
3. there are mirrors and if I look at myself while exercising I feel fat/ugly compared to other girls.
4. I don't understand the point of exercising just to be fit. You can be fit by doing something more interesting and useful, like dancing or playing basketball or rock climbing or being a production runner or doing the cleaning.
5. I don't want to exercise and think about losing weight. I don't want to think about my weight at all or have a "goal" because then I will get stressed about eating. If I get stressed enough I can make myself not eat.
6. I can't really have a goal to lose 100 pounds because I WEIGH 100 pounds.
7. The last time I lost weight because of a lack of appetite I was worried because I could feel my pants becoming loose, and it was only 2-3kg that I lost.
8. The ankle which I sprained in october feels like it's acting up, and I don't want to make it worse.
I mean I understand that exercise releases endorphins but I don't like the gym because
1. It smells.
2. I'm constantly comparing myself to the person next to me.
3. there are mirrors and if I look at myself while exercising I feel fat/ugly compared to other girls.
4. I don't understand the point of exercising just to be fit. You can be fit by doing something more interesting and useful, like dancing or playing basketball or rock climbing or being a production runner or doing the cleaning.
5. I don't want to exercise and think about losing weight. I don't want to think about my weight at all or have a "goal" because then I will get stressed about eating. If I get stressed enough I can make myself not eat.
6. I can't really have a goal to lose 100 pounds because I WEIGH 100 pounds.
7. The last time I lost weight because of a lack of appetite I was worried because I could feel my pants becoming loose, and it was only 2-3kg that I lost.
8. The ankle which I sprained in october feels like it's acting up, and I don't want to make it worse.
Monday, January 07, 2013
My therapist told me to journal. So I'm doing that. I've been doing lots of tumblr posts lately talking about myself. Talking about yourself seems dumb on tumblr when 90% of it are reblogs so I won't do that today.
Why are you frustrated?
I don't like being in this poky hot room. But it's not hot anymore. I just feel prickly because I had a yuanyang at 10pm.
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