Got this from adeline:

What's your inner power? (Girls only sorry. Beautiful anime pictures, lengthy results)

Uniqueness- Your inner power is Uniqueness! You are very different from everyone around you, and you like it that way. In fact, youd be furious if you were anything else. To the world outside you are a buoyant, fun loving person, and are probably pretty popular. Yet deep down you feel the urge to be accepted as who you are, and desperately want someone who is truly there for you. You are very indecisive and change your mind regularly over just about anything. Youre very opinionated, and bulldoze over anyone who doesnt share your views. At times you can be very depressed, though few people realise it with your animated personality. You are great fun to be around, and enjoy shocking people with your out there views and beliefs. At times however, your urge to be different can work against you, as people dont often enjoy their ideas of right and wrong having any shades of grey. But dont let them get to you; youre an awesome person who many love. You have no doubt heaps of friends, but dont always have that close friend/s that you want and need. You strive to be accepted for who you are, and are protective and loyal to those who earn your trust. Although at times you think there may be no one there, look around. There is someone in the shadows who desperately wants to be your friend, who maybe you just havent noticed. Dont let anyone get you down, youre the one who gives this boring world excitement and culture. Keep it up! Boy/Girl who will sweep you off your feet: Someone different and independent. Someone who isnt your typical male/female, who can accept that not everything has to be black and white, and yes, there are many, many shades of grey. Your stone/jewel: Amethyst Your power: Difference/Change. This is the ability to make a difference in the world, to create new ideas and opinions, and to open up the minds of others to show that there is more than one shade of grey. Your element: Electricity/Lightening A quote that applies to you: "Id much rather to be hated for who I am than loved for who Im not."
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sfa tomorrow>< will go to sleep soon.

before I blog, I come up with things that i am going to blog about and its all nicely organised in my head, but when I actually come to the computer and start typing, it just doesn't come out! hehe im thinking of the constipation joke- have you heard about the constipation joke? it hasn't come out yet! I know it's lame>< ah well. maybe I'll do a chapter story! that'll be fun. oh and i've joined KoL! im lily_enc, a noodle neophyte (whatever that is) level 3.

the beginning
She was sitting on a park bench, with her legs tucked underneath her. A notebook was on her lap, and she was writing beneath the light of a street lamp. It was night, and all was silent, the clouds masking a full moon. She had been writing here every night for a month, and had not noticed another in her presence. She needs company, he thought, and to be welcomed and accepted. She needed a coven. He ran his toungue over his teeth and grinned to himself. It is time. He approached with noiseless steps as he wet his lips and felt his canines, sharp to a point. Leaning over and pushing her hair aside, he bit. A scream pierced the silent night.

I think that there are waay too many short sentences. and it's very short I know. will go read fics for inspiration.

It sayd 3.48 pm on my watch and i have to go for third lang and catch the bus! so this will be a very squeezed and quick post to entertain you people. german test later and i havent studied! i hope they dont test past tense because all im good at is modalverben. ich kann kannst du er kann wir konnen ihr konnst sie konnen and so on. not going to waste my precious blogging time typing out conjugation><><"

i dont know how to start. im not very happy with myself. i havent been since p3 really. not happy with what i am doing and not happy with what i have done for myself--not much, come to think of it. I have a feeling that this is the first angsty post that i have ever posted in my life lol. Crystal says that angst is so fake--i think angst in fanfics are uhm overdone. the whole point of this blog was to post about my day and how great it was because i thought because its on the www, anybody can read it, right? And now my blog isn't publicised very well- i dont intend to do that any sooner as least until i can come up with regular, good quality blogposts. My grammar is wonked. either its looong run-on sentences or short boring ones. that is because i haven't written in a long time. I used to be able to come up with a proper poem in 1/2 an hour but now its 4 lines in an hour. this is pathetic. I feel guilty. guilty for not practising hard enough when i knew I could, guilty for not starting earlier so i could at least have proper sleep last night, guilty or not contributing hard enough. I know i could have done so much better with just some practise, but i don't practise. for some reason, i have become arrogant. my yearmates find it difficult even when they have tried so hard, but i dont try AT ALL. that is how big a wimp I am. Lots of people post like this. they whine and mooch about how bad their day was or how depressed they are-- it gets me depressed because then i feel guilty for not being able to reflect on what i have done and then do something to make it better. I skip the whining part altogether to the stage of acceptance because the more I whine, the sadder i feel. and it doesn't make any difference whether i whine or not because I am just going to get the same results anyway. That's giving up. I know it is wrong to give up and I know that my results aren't anybody's fault but mine and only I am in the position to change them. But I just don't do anything. For the plain reason that i dont feel like.

potterpuffs! i think im obsessed. i might find a nicer blogskin if i dont like this...

oh my goodness the last post was more than a year ago... im coming back! mwahahaha

Music:(Winners of the teen choice awards)
Album - Kelly Clarkson ("Breakaway")
Breakout, Female - Gwen Stefani
Breakout, Male - Jesse McCartney
Collaboration - Gwen Stefani featuring Eve ("Rich Girl")
Female Artist - Kelly Clarkson
Love Song - Mariah Carey ("We Belong Together")
Make-out Song - Ciara featuring Ludacris ("Oh")
Male Artist - Jesse McCartney
Party Starter - Black Eyed Peas ("Don't Phunk With My Heart")
Rap Artist - Eminem
Rap Track - Eminem ("Mockingbird")
R&B Hip-Hop Track - Ciara ("1 - 2 Step")
R&B Artist - Mariah Carey
Rock Group - Simple Plan [yay!]
ingle - Kelly Clarkson ("Since U Been Gone")
Additional Awards
Comedian - Adam Sandler
Crossover Artist - Jesse McCartney
Hottie, Female - Rachel Bilson
Hottie, Male - Chad Michael Murray
From msn tv.

Its so weird... cos perfect10 was playing all the old pop-y type songs, i.e. britney spears,blue,backstreet boys. I listened to them when i was little and spastically sang along. i dunno about you guys, but you must have had something you liked to listen too eons ago. Send your stuff to elocin12@gmail.com. Oh. and i liked the corrs and m2m too...remember 'mirror mirror'? ha. and the spice girls were performing when i was in toronto when i was 5!!! i remember hating them and listening to geri haliwell everywhere--->what about you?

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Ahhh! I just missed the 'Untitled' by simple plan on the radio : ( i heard it on perfect10 by the way and im listening to it now on the com : ) I wached the making of the Gwen Stefani's video, 'Whatcha waiting for?' this afternoon--> it sure has a lot more significance to it than i thought..may be i should go analyse it one day. Can someone tell me how to add a link on my website? im very very lousy-- "_" reply to elocin12@gmail.com and put 'musicroom' as the heading : D

Song Review: Emotion By Destiny's Child

This is quite a smooth song, soothing and perfect for winding down. Has a touch of jazz which makes it better:) send comments to elocin12@gmail.com

Ahhh!!! Its like perfect 10 realli has nothing to play tonight: they're playing 'sometimes' by britney spears--how desperate can they get?! remember the music video where she is dressed all-white in a baby tee and white pants with two ponytails..ewww x infinity. That was like in 1997/98? jeez. send comments to elocin12@gmail.com

Music Video Review: Hollaback Girl by Gwen Stefani

This is the latest video i've seen from Gwen Stefani. It has a cheerleader theme, with Stefani parading in varisity cheerleader costumes cut short. This also features a marching band and oriental-looking cheerleaders who can do great stunts. She has a contant theme of harajuku girls that runs through 'rich girl' and 'what are you waiting for?'. I have only seen this once on Mtv asia, so i guess it is not really that popular. Send comments to elocin12@gmail.com

Arrgh!! today power 98 and perfect 10 are both are playing songs that are remixed to dance songs! I think they play them them on purpose at the same time today to freak rock-lovers out. i mean they made she will be loved sound so irritatingly disgusting...eww. and they remixed breakaway by kelly clarkson-which made it sound horrible. i then went to power98.com for something better, and guess what? they were playing remixes!*pulls hair*now i have resorted to chanels blog... which have better stuff__bwha. oh im listening to good charlotte's i just wanna live-thank you chanel for saving mi saturday night:D
now for song reviews:
+[just right] by jennifer lopez
this is better than stuff she has done-remember the charlie's angels? it has a certain sense of power that I can't place, yet its a song that everybody can groove to.

i just found out tt white houses by vanessa carlton is sick. little innocent me.
go to
http://music.msn.com/music/topvideos click on one of the videos, go under Movies-music, click on more music videos, and then click sunday morning. They are in rockefeller center, new york, i think probably in winter. rockefeller center is a skating rink in new york, if anibody wants to know. Maroon 5 so rocks!!! It may be a bit slow if u have dial-up internet access, im using broadband. I was at rockefeller center! and they haf these bare trees with only lightbulbs covering them at christmas. i must be so deprived. and macys gets realli crowded- and everybody walks so fast tt u can almost get walked on.
i'll try to find absolutely everybody ( the mass dance song )

Oops. i just found out tt lala(ashlee simpson) is sick. Arrgh.
And they are using a britney spears song for e soundtrack of robots. ....(no comment but eww)

Green Day won best pop act!( for the grammys)
LH* yayyy! GREEN DAY RAWKS!!

Favorite Male Artist - Usher
Favorite Female Artist - Avril Lavigne
Favorite Pop Act - Simple Plan
Favorite Rock Act - Hoobastank
Favorite Video - Maroon 5
Favorite Breakthrough Artist - Ashlee Simpson

Sorry about the space wasted but im overjoyed!!!I'm practically dying from shock and awe and happiness. Simple plan won favorite pop act!!!!And Hoobastank won Favorite Rock act!!!!Excuse me for the extreme font changes. but yays!! xD :D >_<>

Elissa and lim hui are joining this editorial. Yay!!! Im very sorry i havent been blogging for 3 mths... have u heard ashlee simpson's 'lala' ? i like it but lim hui thinks her voice sucks.
Lim Hui: Her songs are nice but she sings horribly. Kelly Clarkson rox!!
elissa*
I know he rescued my soul
His blood has covered my sin
I believe, I believe
My shame his taken away
My pain is healed in his name
I believe, I believe
I'll lift a banner oh!'cause my LORD has conquered the grave
MY REDEEMER LIVES
MY REDEEMER LIVES
MY REDEEMER LIVES
MY REDEEMER LIVES!!
limhui-AMEN to that! elissa was singing her head off. She really should join the Levites squad. However, Rotting aka Ruo Ting aka RDL(tm)(rotting dead leaf) is in the Levites squad so she doesnt want to join that. By the way, the Levites squad is this squad in GB where they do praise and worship=) I cant believe it!! Eunice wants to join Gideon!! OMG. they do drills, DRILLS. haha. some peeps just love marching.(eg elissa's bro, zach) Lol. She's playing drums btw. prolly too short to carry the drums. so am i. so i more or less decided to play the bagpipes. go on, laugh. ><>carry the drums. sad. Whahahahahaha. Im crappping. what the hell am i talkinig about??? nvm. See, its CRAP. okaayy, i being extra l.a.m.e. here but its cos im pure bored. usin 110's comp. hahahaha.
elissa* woah lim hui sit on the chair until hot liao. wah shit later got to delete history oh man! gack* argh sheesh ><>