hi uh because I haven't updated for at least a week plus now, I suppose I have a duty to post, like when I set up his blog, I had the responsibility to post. osc says family first so uh you had the kid, you are primarily the kid's parent above everything else and you have a responsibility to your child. The above analogies are not interchangeable by the way, I mean, if you happened to be thinking so. I just put it down because I happened to think of it and now I really think that this is the worst way to start a blogpost but an absolute space-filler.

I am back from camp! Which was fun and made me think a lot. I mean a whole lot. And I went home and thought and thought and thought until dinner and didn't write anything down. -.-' I mean when you think you tend to think of things that relate to each other right, so say you think of school you think of homework and the next thing you know you are thinking of... something entirely unrelated. And I am a person that gets distracted easily, so I didn't really reflect on depth but breadth, which is not my objective at all. I am trying to think of more important things and give not so important things (relatively) like the bombshell that dropped (from heaven/hell I don't know) less attention. I am very appreciative and greatful for the fact that the ma'ams made the effort to make it fufilling for all of us, so thank you :D But the most important thing is to keep it going, and not let go/ forget/ give up halfway there, if you know what I mean. But being a terribly idealistic poetic person, some more sensible and down to earth people might think otherwise, and I will not fault you for making an incredibly sane opinion.

This is just to rant, so smart people will skip this paragraph and go straight to the next one, which is of a more pleasurable nature. BAH I absolutely have to make myself get a better gpa next semester or I will be skinned alive by the teachers, my tuition teachers or my mother, whoever sees me first. Of course the ideal solution is to lock myself in a room so that no one sees me, but then I would run out of things to read or surfaces to scrawl on, and will perish silently. I have so many things to doooo. and deadlines to meet and people to make happy, though I realise I really have nothing to complain about when I see other people, so I should sit quietly and finish whatever I have to do so I can watch ootp and read deathly hallows without guilt, and without wallowing like a fat hippo in the mudpool of self-pity.

oh wales. Things I thought about away from the computer.

Mr l c p: mind the gap! (neverwhere reference)
crystal/me: squee!
mr L: good omens!
crystal/me: double squee!
nat: *rolls eyes*
Mr L: klingon!!
someone: my dad watched star trek.
Mr L: naruto!
chanel: *screams* (she ships Mr L/ DS by the way, both bio teachers with initials)

Ms t b c: Aren't you glad we watched wicked instead of avenue q or equus?
me: (in a presumably low voice, muttering) BUTbut equus is!! (you actually considered equus?! and failed to choose it?!)
Ms T: yes, nicole?
charisse: *giggles* YES nicole?
me: um yeah uh wicked was good. definitely. [BUT not as good as equus could have been!]

The above is... clique-ish, geeky, and cheese.