I can't stand it.
I want to go away for all the wrong reasons.
I don't even have munny to go away.
But I have to go away really really really really really badly.
I have to take this opportunity and RUN FOR IT or I'll be too old, or never get to go anyway.
I'm getting old! I'm 16! I'm not going to be 16 again, ever.
And then before you know it, I'll be 25, and regretting all the things I should have done earlier.
Because when you get old, you get less impressionable, more judgemental, less idealistic... experiencing things won't be the same anymore!

People say it's a big decision, going away, but I've decided. I'm running out the minute... I have the money to. Which is the biggest problem at the moment, besides, of course, my gpa.
Actually regarding money, I can take an education loan and things, but you can't exactly get a loan for your gpa.
Which makes the EYAs seem more like a large green monster, with sharp teeth, a cavernous mouth, and of course the menacing grin.

But but but I so badly want to be financially independent, though of course older more experienced people will go: "You don't know what you're getting yourself into."
*sigh* because being financially independent obviously means more than being able to buy what you want; it entails paying bills, paying income tax, paying off debts, managing the household accounts, GETTING A JOB, among other things.

Another reason why I have to get away, is because my parents have separation anxiety.
Okay going away is not exactly the solution, but I have this theory, that the sooner I go away, the sooner my parents will get used to me moving out permanently.
MY MOM hasn't moved out all her life.
Which will be a *little* problem when I try to convince her.

Said mum has also been looking through my mail. This is preposterous! Isn't it against the law to do that? *will look it up*
I don't look through her mail.
I don't look through her overdue phone bills, credit card bills and traffic fines.

And Kayley from fiveawesomegirls [this group on youtube, which includes kristina from the parselmouths and lauren from the moaning myrtles] is 16. She gets to go to terminus [a hp convention], and is going to azkatraz next year. But it helps that she stays in the same country these things are held.