Realised that I could embed a video by just going to someone else's blog with a video embedded and clicking "view source". >( all the fuss for nothing.

I only know this because of a puzzle game I played in sec 1/ primary 6 in which they give you the first page and you have to find the url to the next, and sometimes clues will be in "view source". It was like thisisnottom, for the nerdfighters reading this.

--since the days I played the puzzle game, (for the life of me I cannot remember what it was called! former classmates you played it too... remind me?) I have realised they have made the source code (correct me if I'm using the wrong term) coloured 8D I'm using internet explorer 8, if that makes any difference. However, the coloured source code DOES make a difference! It is so much easier to read. Like technicolour. --- [anyone watching Joseph, by the way?]

okay I hope this works.

[/edit] view source didn't work; will try to trawl for the crack way. In the meantime, here's the link


Above song made me feel like I was being swept up into the teen movement where you go out and buy cool clothes and go to cool concerts and listen to cool music and adopt the attitude of the times.

Back to the last post! On Writing.

I think I would like to start writing again, but D: in my head I just know it's going to turn out horribly cliched, like all teenage writing [yes yes stereotype] And I've written too many book review- like things which attempt to be witty and have Structure as opposed to Style, if I were to write fiction or poetry. Ahh how how how I don't know how to BEGIN. The moment I start putting pen to paper out comes these horrible horrible things that are dredged up from the recesses of my mind that should not be allowed to see the light of day, ever.

Maybe I should write some pretentious parody/ humor thing that won't be so pressurising because people are _meant_ to laugh at it. As opposed to writing something that will be laughed at but is supposed to be serious. (I laugh at serious writing all the time. It's the Seasoned Critic in me. ) I don't mind doing art-critic type things where you can cattily flame somebody or fangirl another and sound pretty clever doing it, without even trying.

Meep I guess if I continue to stay within my comfort zone of doing editorial-like things-- which don't sound much different from blogposts, actually-- I won't be learning anything new. Challenge is a good thing! You learn from it and gain skills and are better equipped for the next challenge! So I will do it! I will, um, write a short story by next monday! okay you know when I say these things I NEVER do them but uh hope? And a REWARD. hmm. I like rewards.

Someone go out with me next week! And politely decline my invitation if the writing is not produced. I don't know.
oh yes Shopping. I will ask someone out and we will go shopping and I will stop wearing clothes I wore when I was 12.

Whenever I lack the motivation, I will remind myself of judy garland's love poems she wrote when she was 18. No offence to a lovely voice, but she wrote some pretty b-grade poetry, I can tell you. Reading her biography right now, hence the reference. I didn't know there was more to her than dorothy gale before reading it. After looking up wikipedia, I now know that she was a gay icon (yay!) and took speed. (felicia's drug of choice, by the way)