stressed

mum sent me a text saying "What have U been doing"
and I'm panicking because I don't know what to say and I don't know how to answer something that is acceptable to her and I don't like it when my mum asks me this question because when I answer her and answer with a truth she won't be happy.

I DON'T WANT TO COME OUT STOP TRYING TO TELL ME TO COME OUT FOR FUCKS SAKE YOU DON'T KNOW THE RELATIONSHIP I HAVE WITH MY PARENTS I STILL WANT TO GO TO COLLEGE AND HAVE A BED TO SLEEP IN THANK YOU VERY MUCH

Things my parents pay for:
my food
my room in london
therapy which is $150 an hour
college tuition, about £11 000
when I go out with friends; basically pocket money
new clothes
transport
driving lessons
fixing my laptop; $800

Therefore it is in my interests to keep my parents happy and not give them reasons to cut me off.